Senin, 30 April 2012

Just Posted a LOVE






Love is sometimes not holding so tight....
It is the beauty of watching someone from afar..

Love is sometimes not being all sure...
It is the mystery...

Love is sometimes not the pain of losing...
It is the pleasure of having had...

Love is sometimes not expressing and all mutual...
It is personal...




"Why am I so afraid to lose YOU,when You are not even MINE "


whenever my phone rings,
why i feel that it would be you to text me??

whenever i sneeze,
why i feel that it would be you remembering me??

whenever i've heartache,
why i feel that you'll be in trouble anywhere??

whenever tears flow down through my eyes,
why i feel that you'll be hurt ??

whenever my breathe lose contact with next breathe,
i know its when i miss you a lot, i want you to be with me,

why it just happened to me or you feel the same ??





Every minute in an hour
every hour in my day
i wonder if thats really
what you mean to say
i wonder if you find it better
or if you regret it all
i wonder what you thought
when i cried inside the bathroom stall
i wonder if you ever cared
or if you stayed safe all along.
i wonder if you think your right
or completely wrong
i wonder if you ever stop and think
of all the pain you put me through
i wonder if you'll ever realize
no one will love you like i loved you
i wonder if you ever thought
it was a mistake to leave me all alone
with my heart in an ache
i wonder if you ever wonder
what i think or feel
i wonder if ill ever get
the time i need to heal
i wonder when i compare two sides
why did you fall so weak
or were the surroundings more pleasing
and i was just a freak!!!! :)






45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk... to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
... ...4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥





When You Love Someone So Deeply.

You Never Take Anything For Granted, Because You Are Afraid You Might Lose Them Anytime.

So You Remember

Every Single Kiss

Every Smile

Every Hello

Every I Love You

Every I Miss You

Literally Everything.

You Keep Them In The Hearts Of Hearts'n YOU Pray Hard That Nothing Happens To Them.

Not Because You Want To Hear Them Again But Because You Just Want Them To Be Safe Always.. !







One boy daily used to meet her girlfriend in a park..

The girl used to always arrive on time..

But the boy was always late and the girl never got angry on boy..

One day the girl didn't come thats why the boy went to her home...

The boy came to know there that the girl will live for only 4-5 days....

The boy went back crying and committed suicide and left a letter for the girl...

The letter was :

"U ALWAYS USED TO REACH ON TIME AND I WAS ALWAYS LATE BUT TODAY I M GOING EARLY AND WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU





boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?

girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.

boy- oh realy? y?

girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.

boy- oh

girl- so wht did we do in math 2day?

boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes

girl- ok good

boy- yeah

girl- hey i have a question......

boy- ok, ask away

girl-........how much do u love me?

boy- u kno i love u more than anything

girl- yeah.....

boy- y did u ask?

girl-................>silence< ..........

boy- is something wrong?

girl- no nothing at all

boy- good.

girl- ..............how much do u care about me?

boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.

girl- u would?

boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried< is there something wrong??

girl- no, everythings fine......

boy- are u sure?

girl- yeah.

boy- ok.......i hope so.

girl- ..............would u die for me?

boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun

girl- realy?

boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong???

girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine.

boy- ............ok

girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.

boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.

girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye.

THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:

boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?

friend- no

boy- oh.

friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.

boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last nite.

friend- well dude u kno how gurls are sumtimes

boy- yeah........but not her.

friend- idk wht else 2 say, man.

boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya after school.

friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.

THAT NIGHT:

-ring-

-ring-

-ring-

-ring-

girl- hello?

boy- hey

girl- oh, hi.

boy- y weren't u at school 2day?

girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment.

boy- are u sick?

girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's callin on my other line.

boy- ill wait.

girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.

boy-........alright, i love u hun.

very long pause<


girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up.

boy- what???

girl- its the best thing for us right now.

boy- y????

girl- i love u.

click<


THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.

boy- hey dude

friend- hey

boy- whats up

friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately?

boy- no

friend- so u didnt hear?

boy- hear what?

friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell u......

boy- dude, wtf tell me

friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468

boy- ok............

BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL

-ring-

-ring-

-ring-

voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam.

boy- uh.......i must have the wrong number, im looking for my friend.

voice- what is her name, sir?

(boy gives info)

voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.

boy- rele? y? what happened??? how is she???

voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.

boy- WHT HAPPENED??!!!!

voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.

boy- WAIT! NO!

*dial tone*

BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.

boy- omg are u ok??

girl- ..................

boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!

girl- i..........

boy- u what?? U WHAT???

girl- i have cancer and im on life support

boy- .....................>breaks into tears< ......................

girl- they're taking me off 2night

boy- y??

girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt

boy- y didnt u tell me????

girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.

boy- u could never hurt me

girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.

boy- ?

girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die for you and take a bullet for you.

boy- ...........

girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here w/u

boy- then y'd u break up w/me?

nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.

BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.

but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.

NEXT DAY

the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...

THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me..








Jumat, 20 April 2012

20 April 2012

jika kau tanya mengapa aku tak suka menunggu..
karena jika aku harus menunggumu itu berarti aku harus sendirian di sini tanpamu
jika kau tanya mengapa aku penganut moody
karena aku hanya ingin perhatian lebih darimu
jika kau tanya mengapa aku terus diam
karena diam itu adalah sikap terbaik yang dapat aku tunjukkan kepadamu selain amarah, keluh kesah atau keegoisanku
jika kau tanya mengapa aku menangis
karena aku sudah lelah :') lelah menahan semua rasa yang ada di hatiku, walau tangisan itu tak menyelesaikan masalah tapi tangisan itu dapat membuatku lebih lega... aku bisa meluapkan kesedihanku yang ingin ku tumpahkan di pelukanmu dengan menangis
jika kau tanya mengapa aku sangat cengeng
karena aku tidak pernah punya waktu dalam hidupku untuk belajar bagaimana menjadi dewasa, aku sudah merasakan luka sejak aku masih kecil dan karenanya aku harus terlihat lebih dewasa dari umurku,, tapi aku tak bisa menjadi dewasa di depanmu.. karena di depanmu aku menjadi diriku sendiri
aku takut kehilangan orang yang aku sayang dan cintai,, aku takut mereka meninggalkan aku sendiri..
aku benci menunggu... kamu sering sekali membuatku menunggu karena kamu tak pernah tau bagaimana rasanya menunggu orang yang sangat berarti untuk kita..
menunggu kau datang menunggu suara motormu terparkir di depan rumah :)
walau aku tahu kau tidak akan datang kemarin atau hari ini, aku tetap menunggumu.. karena aku percaya keajaiban dan kontak batin itu masih ad :)

Rabu, 18 April 2012

kini aku sudah terbang bebas


Aku bagai buih di laut biru, tersapu ombak terhempas badai…
Aku bagai debu di padang pasir, tersereet angin terbakar panas…

Sayapku kini telah patah
Terobek oleh elang perkasa
Mencakarku tak kenal  lelah
Hingga berdarah aku dibuatnya
Aku tersungkur tak berdaya
                   Angin mengapa kau diam saja
                   Coba katakana pada dunia
                   Siapa yang membuatku muram
                   Sakit dan terluka
Disini,
Di tempat ini
Aku hanya bisa diam
Dan meratap sendiri
Tak ada sahabat
                   Lambaian nyiur
                   Deburan ombak
                   Tak sidi lagi beernyanyi
                   Sunyi
Musim demi musim telah berganti
Sayapku kini telah pulih
Namun aku masih disini
Di tempat ini
Bukan tak bias
Tapi tak mau
                   Dan kau  datang
                   Mengajakku untuk terbang
                   Kepakan sayapmu berkilauan
                   Ditimpa surya pagi
                   Merayuku untuk terbang
                   Terbang tinggi menggapai awan
                   Memeluk bintang gemintang
Karena kau dating tak untuk menyakiti
Namun menyembuhkan
Bukan cinta yang rumit
Melainkan cinta yang sederhana
Sangat sederhana
                    Hingga membuat kita terbiasa
                    Dan tidak menyadari bahwa
Cinta telah kuat

Selasa, 17 April 2012

yang berharga itu adalah waktu

waktu terasa semakin berlalu tinggalkan cerita tentang kita :) petikan lagu peterpan itu mungkin sudah cukup mewakili kadaan kita saat ini kawan.. kini kita telah sampai di medan laga.. bertaruh dan berjuang untuk menunjukkan hasil perjuangan belajar kita selama 3 tahun ini ..
dulu sewaktu kita diawal masuk kelas XII kita menulis di papan UNAS H-165 tapi sekarang kita telah meleluinya, tepatnya melalui setengahnya...
msa SMA yang KATANYa indah ini akan segera berakhir dan kita akan berubah menjadi sesosok mahasiswa :D lebih keren dan terlihat lebih dewasa tentunya

seandainya kau tahu ku tak ingin kau pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri bersama bayanganku... vierra - seandainya
jujur aku sedih ketika harus menghadapi sebuah fakta.. kita akan lulus dan berpisah..
berpisah untuk meneruskan cita2 yang selama ini kita perjuangkan mati2an demi masa depan yang harus kita tatap nanti..
selamat berjuang kawanku semua
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